a simple life

I haven’t done anything like this in a long time. It’s big. it’s more than the jittery feeling you get before an important job interview. This feels like final exams in High School.

It started 2 years ago, I worked my way up from nothing with a goal in mind. I trained all summer for this weekend. It’s all over now, there’s really nothing I can do to prepare any more. Everything’s ready to go, hotel is booked, bags are packed, healthy, non - worrisome food is packed. I did some nice non-threatening yoga tonight. I have to keep my self steady and focused. It’s just me, and the crowd, and the really bad weather forecast. And the finish line. And the medal I’m not going to take off for the next month, because I deserve it.